So, today has been pretty boring, but it is my first Tuesday that I don't have to rush off too school... I had Story time this morning, and Michele came with the kiddos. Then Christopher and I had lunch at Chili's. The rest of the day was set aside for lounging and watching TV. I watched 13 going on 30 and now I am watching Season 7 of Friends. Later is American Idol Top 3! I also would love to go find a dress for my Birthday dinner/ drinks. 21 baby! :) But, I don't like shopping alone...maybe Christopher will go with me? Hmm...
Anyway...Sarah is in town and I am seeing her on Thursday. Pizza, at Pastazios! Tomorrow I think I am picking Anna up from school, and having dinner with her! :)
So, going back to Friends now!
Bye Bye

11 Days until I am 21!~

My family is frustrating. I wish tomorrow wasn't Mothers Day so I wouldn't be looked at as disrespectful because I am angry with my mother. It is hard not to be...I hate the way they baby Melissa...it sucks. Anyway, I got her a gift card so I suppose I should take it over. The thing that sucks the most is that they don't understand why I am upset. I just don't see it as okay to let Melissa step all over you and then think an apology makes everything all better. Once you have heard a million apologies from someone, it just doesn't have the same effect, and it absolutely doesn't make everything better. No one understands what living with a sister like her is like. I don't know how many horrible names I was called by her as a kid...in front of my friends...in front of her friends... Anyway...it is finally Summer. I am sitting here on a Saturday killing time. I cleaned my apartment, and made a fun CD for Sarah, of all the songs we listened to growing up...she comes home this weekend. Tonight James (Christopher's Best Friend) is in town and having a BBQ. So soon I need to get ready for that. I am almost positive a few of Christopher's ex girlfriends will be there...so I should look cute huh? James brought his new son...he is six months old and making his first appearance in Texas. Christopher is the God Father. Let's see 2:47...I am meeting Christopher at his house around 4:45. We are making an appetizer to bring with us. Well I still have a lot to do. Get dressed, fix my hair, that kinda thing. Until Next time, -Kelly P.S. 14 days (2 weeks) until my birthday! 21!

Lazy morning! I am sitting on my couch in my favorite silky pjs praying for the weekend to hurry up! So much for the gym! Maybe I will go tonight, after I leave Cleo and Saddie's! Thank God for 24 hour fitness!
Yesterday was Melissa's Birthday...and of course I woke up with an angry text message this morning because of my lack of wishing her a "Happy" Birthday. Would you wish someone a Happy Birthday that sends you texts saying they "Wish all bad things upon you!" and ban you from visiting your parents house because they are too lazy to care for their own child so they burden your parents with his and their constant attendence. She has her own damn appartment...but she doesnt ever go there! Grow up bitch and maybe I will Wish you a happy birthday. Granted...Matthew would be better off living with my parents...rather than her. I know this sounds really harsh, but she seems to be able to dish things out but she is never able to take it! So instead of saying this to her...I am saying it to a journal that no one reads...
So today is my last day of class before exams. I am so excited...I just hope I did okay on the last test and hopefully I will do well on my exams! I am going to have to study my ass off this weekend! Also I get to have a yummy dinner Saturday night with Allison...she and her boyfriend just broke up. Sad Day!
More angry texts...ahh! She is annoying!
So anyway...better head to the shower, clean up my little apartment, then head off to class!
-Kelly

23 Days Until I am 21!

The kids are all asleep...Finally! I am just sitting here on the big feather sofa listening to Nora Jones. I really should be working on my Speech for my final...but I am so exhausted! The twins were really cranky today, and even Colin seemed a little out of sorts. By the end of the night Cooper was falling asleep on the kitchen floor! Dylan seemed to have a ton of energy however and was the last one to fall asleep. Once Amy and Mike get home...I am going to head home and crash! Thursday is usually my sleep in day, but I REALLY need to go to the gym! I have missed pilates and yoga the last couple weeks! My schedule has been crazy...I wont even be able to go to yoga tomorrow night because I am watching my Cleo and her sister Saddie! So a ton of cardio before Psychology tomorrow...that is how it is going to have to be! Gotta look adorable in my new swimsuit!
I feel like falling asleep on this couch...its more comfy than my bed! Maybe I should down a few more sodas!
Better do something active-
Bye :)

Well I am not quite sure how this entry will go...I am at work, and as of now, my twins are asleep and Colin is watching Curious George...so hopefully things will stay sane for enough time for me to jot some crap down.
Almost 21! So excited! I am having a huge Birthday Luau in my parents back yard. My dad even said he would rent one of those Pina Collada (sp?) machines! I got a really cute new swimsuit and a ton of awesome decorations!!
Christopher and I are doing well. He got mugged earlier in the month, so he is recovering from a pretty traumatic experience! But we still have a lot of fun together, so that is great! Last weekend we went to Studio Movie Grill to see "Baby Mama" and cracked up!
Sarah is coming home for the summer! We are going to go see the Sex in the City movie!
I am really coming to see who is good to have in my life and who isn't which is great! Oprah says "Only surround yourself with those who lift you higher" And I know who those people are!
Exams are around the corner! Next week! I am kinda pissed because I went to sign up for my summer class and it was already filled up! But at least Summer will be relaxing! I am going to Manhattan Beach with Amy, Mike and the kids. They are renting a giant house there, and I will have my own room and I think my own bathroom...I haven't seen pictures of it yet... But I am really excited! A week at the beach! :)
Anyway...I better check on my babies!
Later!

Haha! My arm and leg are here! I mean, Jake and Jaimee are here! Katie and I met them at the Galleria last night. We had dinner at Le Madeline and shopped! John and Christi were there too...they brought there son Ian...he was so cute! Soon Christopher came up there too! The guys hung out with the kiddos, while Jaimee and Christi and I went around looking for a veil for Christi to wear on Sunday. (she and John are renewing their vows) Soon the mall was closing and Ian was getting sleepy, so John and Christi took him home. Jaimee, Jake, Katie, and Christopher and I went to Christopher's to watch a movie. Well first we spent an hour at blockbuster picking out the movie, ice cream, and candy! We ended up choosing Lady of the Water. Then the boys wanted beer and Christopher needed dinner, so a trip to Taco Bell and the liquor store, and we finally headed home! Katie had been talking ALL night and getting a wee bit on everyones nerves, so we were glad to have a quiet activity! After the movie we all dashed home. I was so Happy to see Jake and Jaimee though! I think I am going to see them tomorrow night! Hooray!

So I am staying with Katie while Mom and Dad are out of town...they are in Georgia. Today was a pretty full day actually. Kate had to be in school at 7:30! So once I dropped her in school I went back to my apartment to see Christopher for a while while he cooked his lunch for work (the apartment is really close to his office) After he headed to work, I went to go visit Sophie, one of my Creme kids. We played and colored for 2 hours! I made a Princess Sophie for her! After that I studdied for my History test. Then I picked Katie up and we had dinner at On The Border! Yummy! Then I headed to class to take my REALLY Super hard test! Even Mandi thought it was hard. Tonight after class David came over...he hadn't seen my parents new house, and I hadn't seen him in a LONG time!
Tomorrow should be kinda similar...Christopher is coming to dinner! :)
Anyway...I really should go to bed!
GOODNIGHT!

So it has been a really long time. I didn't even know if this thing still existed! But it does! So hey, a good way to get out my thoughts and vent...since nobody reads this except me!
So anyway...to begin with, Megan and I still aren't really talking. I sent her a few Emails and she Emailed back, but I just feel like she isn't really into it. That it is more of a burden than anything else...so I dont want to disturb her...I will let her come to me...if she ever wants to...
Anyway, Today, well tonight marks three years since my first kiss with Christopher. I love him so much! I am really nervous...he is about to have his 2nd interview for a promotion for a training assistant position...in Pennsylvania! I am so happy for him...but I am also really sad. I am going to miss him very much when he goes. The good news is however, that I am almost done with my associates degree. When I am done with that I am going to move there to be with him. That is the plan anyway. I actually may leave even sooner so I can become a citizen, then I wont have to pay for out of state college when I finish my degree.
If he gets the job, he will be leaving really soon! Like next month! I may go visit him for Christmas. He will be living less than 2 hours away from New York City, so we will get to have Christmas in New York! I have ALWAYS wanted to see New York at Christmastime! I have always wanted to see NEW YORK!
Wow...I also have a nephew now! Melissa had a baby, Matthew. Mom has been taking care of him though, in her new house (in Allen Tx...she is back!) I love that kid so much! What a doll.
So anyway...that is all I can really think of...but I am sure I will think of more.
Bye!
Kelly

Okay, so I have been back from LA for quite some time. In fact I posted about it on my MySpace...with plenty of pictures. However, I decided not to do so here, considering it would only make a certain someone think I am doing it to spite her. Like I got to choose where my fathers anual trip was. I colaborated with the entire board of directors of the Boy Scouts of America...it took a few trips to the National Office, but I succeded to steal her dreams...and Vacation Plans.
Anyway...Life is good as of now. Things have calmed down. I have a good job, a great boyfriend and wonderful friends! All I need is that new apartment and I am set!

So I am leaving tomorrow for our family Vacation...and this time it is really cool! We will be spending 6 days in Hollywood California! LA! I am so excited! I think my Mom booked a studio tour, so that should be fun, and she promised we could take a zillion pictures on teh walk of fame! Dad said he wanted to take me shopping on Rodeo Drive! Katie is excited because we are taking her to afternoon tea at the American Girl Place. So see everyone wins!

Anyway...I am sure I will have a lot to post when I get back...including pictures!!

I just love how close Italian families are! I spent yesterday with Anna, Lex, Lu, Bella, and Aunt Franca! We went over to Aunt Franca's Mom amd Dad's house, who I have always known as "Nonna" and "Nono Joe" (Nina and Joe) Nonna cooked an incredible dinner and we all went swimming. It was amazing! I love them! Anyway, they are leaving this weekend to go to Italy until early October. I know Anna and the girls will miss them terribly.
Anyway, my first teacher meeting is tonight! Wish me luck!

So hanging out with Sarah last night was a total blast! She came over and we ate pizza and guzzled sodas. Then we looked through one of our old journals. We were so silly as kids! Anyway... then we played the Friends Scene It game! She is the first person so far that beat me...maybe if I hadn't gotten so many "Buzz Cards". Oh well we had fun! After the game we watched That Thing You Do....just like old times. The rest of the night we just chatted and played around on the computer.

Today I am hoping to see Anna and the girlies....hopefully it will work out!

I can't sleep. It is almost three in the morning...I have nothing to do but sleep. But I can't. I get sad sometimes. I wonder if she ever thinks about me. If she does is it only the bad things?
I took that box out of the garage and looked through it. Read some old letters, looked at all the pictures...cried. It wasn't all sad tears either. I am trying to accept it.
I started to think of all the fun we had together too.
Like all the sleepovers. One in particular. We were having so much fun. It was when she still shared a room with her sister...bunk beds. We were being so noisy and it was early in the morning....brothers, sisters and parents trying to sleep. Her Mom came in and had to seperate us!
All our favorite movies, Little Women, Grease....oh the sock hop on the last day of 5th grade. We stayed up all night after that. Talking about Middle School!
She knew all my hopes, dreams, fears. I knew hers. We never laughed...they would come true...and even if they didn't we would still have eachother....right?
So many laughs! "He had a huge....Belt buckle!" and "I stole snow"
Late night coffee
Journals
pictures
Spanish Chat rooms
Projects
Writing
Movies
Long talks
Friendship key chains
Tomato Pizza
Video Camera
Junior Mints
Walks
The Spice Girls
Sabrina and Boy Meets World
Movie quotes
Fast Food
Christmas Lights
Fireworks
Pina Colladas (virgin of course)
Jelly Beans
Magazines
The CHristmas parade
The Finishing Touch
I know this all is a bunch of jumble for anyone who reads it...but to me it makes perfect sense. I think that is all that matters.
On that note I will try and sleep....goodnight

So today I went to look for a new job...several applications later, I am hoping to have a new job by next week.

While I was at the mall getting applications, I notcied a Model Search in the window of Glamour Shots, so I went to check it out. It is a photo shoot deal they are doing to find new models for the Dallas area. I am going to set up a photo shoot for next weekend, so everyone cross their fingers that my pictures get picked!

So my narative for English is due tomorrow....I hope I get a good grade on that!

Hope all is well with all of my readers! Love to all!

Wow! Okay, so today we had a test in ballet. I am so going to be sore tomorrow. Anyway, our instructor set up a video camera in the front of the room and taped our centere work and our across the floor. I totally bombed, and I am feeling a little bummed. But it is really hard to go from not dancing at all for two years to jumping back into a class with the company members! Ouch! So I have a test in Algebra tonight too! Wish me luck!

Do you ever get this feeling of sadness that doesn't go away? Like you feel broken hearted and you don't know why. Or you do know why but you can't simply shake it...because you shouldn't feel sad about it in the first place. Do you ever feel like you are rambling and not making sense to anyone but yourself...because you are the only one who could possibly understand what and how you are feeling? I am feeling like that today.

So, I am working most of this coming week. Yes another busy week, but I took most of the weekend to kinda recooperate from my busy dance/work week, so I should be fine. Chrsitopher is having his surgery on Thursday...poor baby. I am going straight over there after...bringing him soup. Hopefully he will heal quickly.

I am really liking my new job! Also I signed up for classes at the college, and the head of the dance department wants me to try out for the company, so I will be a dance major! Fun stuff! I will be at a dance camp there next week. It will be the first time I have danced in two years! Wow! Anyway, that is about it. Mom and Dad and Kate are here...have been here...they are leaving on Sunday. Well...off to read.

Today was my last Friday at work. Tomorrow is actually my last day. Today I got to meet the girl that they are training to replace me. I just can't wait to start my new job. It is really more my speed. I will have a week before I start my job at the dance store...which is good. I'll have time to catch up on my laundry and cleaning and what not. Mom and Dad and Kate are coming soon. At the end of next week. I can't wait to see them!

Well It has been a while, again... A lot has happened. I got my car! A 2000 Kia Sportage the color of an Acadamy Award, which lead to the name Oscar. I got my first job...and got injured, found a new job and quit. Oh, and I am 18! Finally!! I will be starting CCCC in the Fall, oh and I get to take up dance again. I'll be starting out slow, but taking class nonetheless. Anyway, Kristens wedding was...eh, well beautiful but the trip sucked! Melissa and I are on the outs again. I wish she would stop saying hurtful things. Every time I forgive her it's the same thing. A few weeks go by, and she says or does something hurtful again, then expects you to just forgive and forget again, no matter how many times she hurts you. I hate that. I hate how she lives her life. I want my old sister back. Anyway, that is pretty much it. I leave with this...
"Even if you're on the right track you will get run over if you just sit there."